"Ahh, did I get more readers today?" I flipped down my official site hoping for new comments. My shoulders fell in disappointment. It had been six months since my debut as an idol. Since I was young, I've wanted to be an idol, and against my parents' wishes I auditioned at an agency. It was like a dream, and I had no doubt at all that the future had great promise for me... And I got my break as a gravure idol. I was so happy! .... But. Photography: "... Hmmm... can you smile a little more naturally?" My enthusiasm wasn't enough, and I got nervous. They had to reshoot. I didn't get a second call. At my wit's end, my eyes caught a report at the office. The No. 1 idol was an anal masturbating maniac. Half jokingly, I thought about mimicking her style... all through the night..